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underwhelmed by the overwhelming

I really don’t even know how to produce this blog post. It is not filled with anger towards God or thankfulness towards grace. If anything, I am feeling very indifferent right now.I am underwhelmed by the Gospel.Am I even allowed to say that as a Christian? That the goodest good of all goods is not… Continue reading underwhelmed by the overwhelming

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forgiveness

“We forgive, because He forgave us.” What a load of crap. Literally nothing in me wants to forgive someone when they cross me. Who do you think you are, going behind my back? Who do you think you are, eating the last krispy kreme donut in the break room? Frickin’ jerks.As much as I like to… Continue reading forgiveness

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Jesus who?

I try to spend some time in the Word every morning before I start getting ready for work. I have had some  moments where I really feel connected with the Lord during these times, but usually, my mind looks like this: "What do I want to eat for lunch? I can't believe I buy my… Continue reading Jesus who?

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Philippians 4:13 for the non-athletes

I was being super spiritual and doing a morning devotion a few days ago when I came across the familiar verse, Philippians 4:13. I didn’t even need to open my Bible. I pictured myself finishing my first half-marathon in record time and getting a first place medal that weighs my neck down because it is… Continue reading Philippians 4:13 for the non-athletes